Why Etz … Part II / Edit

Posted by Stephan on March 24, 2010 under Me Thinking, My Personal Therapy |

Some stuff I’ve written is bugging me. It wasn’t written clear enough making it too easy to misinterpret my meaning. And people can misinterpret about everything. So stuff should be worded as clear as possible to minimize that chance. If wanted, that is.

I was talking about taking sides, in the example of my family and generally. But it was not about making a decision on the conscious level. Taking sides itself was formulated wrong, more like standing up for.

Diffucult to find a good point to start. One big cause why I write this is because the part of the family I mentioned was always nice to me and I don’t want to put a wrong complexion on them. Since I am dissociated, for me this is only human behavior, just another variable among others, making it difficult sometimes to phrase things for those who don’t quite see things like I do. Like I’ve written as if it was about a conscious choice making some stuff sound sarcastic altough it was just laying down plain facts for me. Or theories.

People usually act different when a situation is explained to them and they make a decision based on that information. But choices are made nevertheless. Take children starving in the third world, how animals are treated to produce all the food made from them, children being trashed or raped and other stuff like that. All things that are just “too far away” to really concern you. They get blended away most of the time. That’s one of the causes why people than overreact that much when something like that gets big in the news for a while. It has nothing to do with them so it is ok to act indignent. Because it is save to do so. But I have to end now because my parts are getting uncomfortable with the subject.