Different Approach
I need to approach this in a different way. One thing it fails on is my perfectionism. Not only does it keep my from starting, but is also gets in the way of my plan that the blog should help me to develop and express myself. So to grow I also have to overcome my perfectionism and just start writing without judging to much.
Another big aspect is energy or focus. In a way both are just the same thing and it only depends how you look at it. When you put your focus on something your energy goes there as well. At the moment I don’t have that much energy left to spend. At least not for the way I wanted to start the blog, in the perfectionism kind of way. It isn’t that I don’t have any energy to spend, it’s just that I need a lot of it just to keep going and all my spare energy goes into my healing process.
But since the blog could help me with the process it might be a good idea to put the big planning aside and just write something when I feel like it, which doesn’t need that much energy.
